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Wretched Flesh the nightmare series continues
It’s happening again. I’m starting to get these weird bad dreams that seem horrible while I’m dreaming but once I wake up they’re silly.
So last night it involved maggots and caterpillars.
Princess Twinkie is only about 4 or 5 in my dream. She’s hungry, so I need to make her dinner. BUT I am going to school. Her cute brown eyes open wide and her lips are pouty as she pleads for something to quiet her hunger pangs. I feel immediate feel my heart pound and my palms sweat as I stress out trying to figure out how to feed her and make it to school on time.
The scene then changes to me walking across town and I live in McFarland again so I have to go over the “walking bridge” that goes over the freeway. Immediate chilling fear rushes throughout my body as I realize it’s the bridge that when I was little I always feared falling and rolling violently down the steep incline. Even then I realized how naturally clumsy I was and just knew that if it was gonna happen to anybody, it would be me. I could even picture myself taking one wrong step and … bam.
Roll.roll.roll.roll.BAM.
My friends would sometimes dare each other to run down and once in a while one would fall as soon as we’d hit the end. Luckily it was dirt that was awaiting us, not concrete. Which meant our scrapes wouldn’t be as bad as if we’d fallen into the street. I was never brave enough. It was a given that I was gonna fall, so why bother proving it?
In my dream I’m halfway down the bridge and my daughter appears to me. She says she’s hungry and she doesn’t feel good. Her throat hurts, she cries.
I look into her mouth and I see that she has a few red spots. Then I see a tiny little spider, maybe a baby black widow? and it bites her throat. A red bump immediately appears. I quickly try to reach for this spider, to kill it before it does more harm.
That’s when I notice! Pus filled soars all throughout her mouth and throat. The spider must have been biting her for days and the red bumps got infected and had turned to pus. I was too busy going to school and hanging out with my friends that I didn’t even notice.
My daughter seems uncomfortable but isn’t crying or anything so I try hard not to panic. I take her and walk to my mom’s house. She always knows what to do. My mom quickly tells me to start dinner while she figures something out.
I start dinner. Spaghetti. Once it’s done I put it in a serving tray and before I set it down on the table, I notice. Caterpillars and maggots have infested the spaghetti. They’re everywhere. I pour some sort of bug killer? I guess? On the spaghetti, trying to salvage it. It melts the spaghetti but the bugs are still there. I quickly yell for my brother to help me take this gooey maggot mess out to the trash.
My mom realizes that my daughter’s problem is more critical. See, apparently these bugs are coming out of HER mouth and infesting the house. She quickly urges me to take her to the E.R so I do.
The last scene of my dream I’m crying and crying because if it weren’t for me being so busy with my own life, I would have noticed this damned spider infesting my daughter’s body and creating this maggoty mess.
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posted by
Twinkie
on Nov 13, 2008 at 10:49 AM
comments so far on my bakotopia.com blog: posted by an1ok1joe on Nov 13, 2008 at 12:51 AM <Delete>
Freaky! I don't recall,.you don't have a daughter do you? hmmm maybe you feel like you could be a better parent to the kids? That's my guess. Report Violation posted by TGMorris on Nov 13, 2008 at 08:42 AM <Delete>
Maggot
In particular, to dream that you are stepping on maggots, indicates guilt and impurity. You are trying to repress your immoral thoughts or behavior . On a positive note, it may symbolize your resilience, persistence, and your ability to bounce back from adversity.
Spiders To dream that you are bitten by a spider, represents a conflict with your mother or some dominant female figure in your life. The dream may be a metaphor for a devouring mother or the feminine power to possess and entrap. Perhaps you are feeling trapped by some relationship.
Daughter
Bridge
Mother To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother.
Caterpillar
Spaghetti
Brother If you do not have a brother and dream that you have one, then he may symbolize characteristics that you need to acknowledge within yourself. The brother in your dream can also be synonymous with a close friend or buddy. Brother also has religious implications and thus represents spiritual issues. Consider also the familiar phrase "big brother is watching you" which indicate that your dream has to deal with issues of authority and oppression. Report Violation posted by TGMorris on Nov 13, 2008 at 08:43 AM <Delete>
I just copied and pasted and it looks messy, but I hope they help to evaluate your dream. Report Violation posted by twinkie on Nov 13, 2008 at 09:12 AM <Edit> <Delete>
Joe.. I do have a daughter. Princess Twinkie. I blog about her from time to time. Not too often though. TG, thanks for the info. I think the general idea is that I'm stressed out about my daughter being so grown up and I think time to time I feel guilty that I could have probably been there for her more than I was. We have a good relationship though, and she calls me one of her best friends so I'm sure it's all good. But I still worry, you know? They grow up sooooo fast. Geezuz.It seems like just last month she was in the fifth grade and now she's graduating from high school. Crazy!! posted by
Twinkie
on Nov 13, 2008 at 01:25 PM
hmmm interesting. Turns out I'm not the only one having weird bad dreams. Read another bloggers dream by clicking HERE
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